Passage (I Make Myself Sick)

I can't say your name
Just the city that you're from
I regret the day
That I drove into the sun
I shouldn't have left you there
I should've stolen you away
Give you a better life
I'll come back for you some day

I made the mistake
Of looking at your photograph
Light begins to fade
From behind my eyes at last
Wrapped around my wrists
Memories in black and white
They keep me grounded
They keep me grounded...

I make myself sick
I realize I'm all to blamе
What a dirty trick
Am I in love? Or am I insane?
Another еmergency visit to
A land of make believe
It's time for me to die
Relatively speaking

I can't see your face
Without the pain of what I've lost
Go and sell your name
To the masses
But at what cost?
Throwing away all of the
Ones who could love you the most
I'm finally lost without you
I'm finally just another ghost

I make myself sick
I realize I'm all to blame
What a dirty trick
Am I in love? Or am I insane?
Another emergency visit to
A land of make believe
It's time for me to die (I’m losing my fucking mind!)
Relatively speaking

I make myself sick
I realize I'm all to blame
What a dirty trick
Am I in love? Or am I insane?
Another emergency visit to
A land of make believe
It's time for me to die
It's time for me to die
It's time for me to die
Relatively speaking