​realize

[AliA「realize」歌詞]

気づいてよ 僕はここに居る
お願い 僕を死なせないで

ねぇ 許して 今何思うの？ 会えるかなって?
そんなの無理だよな 消えたい もう殺したい
何も見えなかった僕を 許して
許せないよな

こんなはずじゃなかった もうダメだこのまま
いっそ消えたいけど

気づいてよ 僕はここにいる
振り解かれた手はまた手を伸ばして 覚えていて
それだけでいいから
また僕を死なせないで

大切な物ここにあって 捨てるなんて馬鹿だって思うだろう？
失くした物が何かって
探すの？今更？

こんな僕好きになれなくて
でも少しだけ信じてみたくて
とざした言葉 思い出して
僕なりの言葉を叫ぶから

こんなはずじゃなかった
"もうダメだ"
このままいっそ 消えたいけど

気づいていた 僕を1番に
愛してくれた人 連れ出してくれた人
あの日々を そっと胸に刻んで
僕はここから歩き出せる

僕は忘れない 忘れないで
こんな僕を許して

Realize that I'm here
Please, don't delete me

Please forgive me, what is in your mind? Wondering if we could see each other?
No, I know it's impossible, I want to kill myself and disappear
Please forgive that I couldn't see anything
I know you won't

This is not how it's supposed to be, I can't take this anymore
I might as well disappear

Please realize that I'm here
I stretched my hand again, which you've shaken off, please remember me
That's all I want
Don't delete me again

You'll think it's crazy to throw away the important thing
Even though it had always been there
Would I search for what I've lost? At this point of time?

I couldn't love myself like this
But slightly I wanna try to believe
Remember the words I've closed
And scream it out in my way

This is not how it's supposed to be
I can't take this anymore
I might as well disappear

I was aware of you
The one who loved me the most, the one who took me out of here
I will engrave these days softly in my memory
And will be able to start walking from here

I won't forget, no never
Please forgive me for being like this