If Minutes Were Seconds

I'm not gonna lie to you and say
I dropped out of school but
I've been spending my time
Blinding myself staring into oncoming headlights

I'm gonna drown myself in lake Champlain
I'm gonna spend a thousand dollars on champagne
Would I not wanna die, if i lived in
A white walled Manhattan studio apartment by myself

Where I could step outside and get knifed in the chest
By hyperborean pansy boys with black sun hoodies from aliexpress

If minutes were seconds, and seconds were hours
I could believe in a higher power
If minutеs were seconds, and sеconds were hours