nothing feels real

Sometimes, I get really upset that I can't do anything yet, so
Sometimes, sometimes
I sit and pretend that it's not weighing so heavy
Stuck clinging onto whatever pieces are left to drive a wedge between
Cos nothing feels to me
It's not real to me
It's not real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
I don't want to think about that
Tried everything not to think about that
My posture's bad, I've been breaking my back
Trying to lift this rock that I'm stuck between
I'm brittle and weak
I can't sleep
And there's no one that I want to be
Cos every version of me is an enemy I need to defeat
Cos nothing feels to me
It's not real to me
It's not real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Real to me
Real to me
Nothing feels to me
It's not real to me
It's not real to me
Nothing feels real to me
It's not real to me
It's not real to me
Nothing feels real to me
It's not real to me
It's not real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Nothing feels real to me
Real to me