On The Run

I sold my soul to the devil cause i wanna feel numb
I look at my past decisions like what have i become
Mixing all these drugs just to get fucked up
I wanna disappear and live my life on the run
I need all these drugs, i don't do it for fun no more
I've always felt empty, and always wanted something more
Than this life, no i'm not alright
Taking all these drugs to block out my state of mind
Been tryna stop-watch, but i'm running outta time
I swear i fail at everything, i couldn't even end my life
Everybody see me spacing out, they don't know what i be thinking though
My cup is too full, i been chillin' where the brink is bro
All these voices in my mind, they the only ones that talk to me
I never get some peace, all they ever do is torture me
It's torture g
No one ever stick around, they get bored of me
Or maybe they get sick of my self destructive tendencies
Fantasize it all the time cause i think my death is meant to be
I have a heart of gold but ain't nobody ever treasure me
Never
I sold my soul to the devil cause i wanna feel numb
I look at my past decisions like what have i become
Mixing all these drugs just to get fucked up
I wanna disappear and live my life on the run