Is It Too Late?

Today I'm not okay
Getting things done there is no way
Feeling so cold like I'm Yoplait
I go to my pen like I'm Oweh
But I cannot locate
The words that I need can you donate
A little more love or some propane
So I can say my heat is homemade
Gonna burst
I'm under pressure
Do I got depression
Cuz it hurts
Well I gotta mention
Feels like my brain lost a section
And it's worse
Pay a lot per session
But his words
Really got me guessing
Cuz at first
I did a lotta stressing
Then I learned
To give my thoughts a second
Kinda works
It was an honest lesson
I get hot convection
Cuz it burns
When I'm not progressing
Guilt on my conscious I don't really mind it
Every other day I'll be feeling so mindless
Walk around my house and I'm feeling so lifeless
Why does everything have to feel like this
Do you want me to cry no more
I've been leaving my tears on the floor
Do you want me to try? Well it's
Too late I can't feel anymore
Do you want me to cry no more
I've been leaving my tears on the floor
Do you want me to try? Well it's
Too late I can't feel anymore
Some days I'm on auto pilot
And my inner voice is awful quiet
Tried to fix it going on a diet
Gave me order when my thoughts would riot
Sounds wild but I sorta liked it
Went from blue to violet
Gave my cold heart a warmer climate
Wasn't all better but I got to trying
But the things that I hate still got me silent
It's been a long time
Since I've been all good with a smile
Getting back there's like a Kong Climb
Barely make it a mile
Fall for a while
Thinking I got slimed
Cuz some days I feel like a child
If I'm not wrong I'm
Probably just in denial
Guilt on my conscious I don't really mind it
Every other day I'll be feeling so mindless
Walk around my house and I'm feeling so lifeless
Why does everything have to feel like this
Do you want me to cry no more
I've been leaving my tears on the floor
Do you want me to try? Well it's
Too late I can't feel anymore
Do you want me to cry no more
I've been leaving my tears on the floor
Do you want me to try? Well it's
Too late I can't feel anymore
What do I feel if I can't stop the bleeding
I'm moving so slow but my life has been speeding
I'm losing my turn like I'm always retreating
So I close my eyes —is he still breathing? … Hey
Tell him wake up and quit dreaming… Wait
Why does he still wanna sleep in late
Cuz when he's awake he's just seeking pain
Hit the bottle 'til I'm heaving
Eight o'clock I realized I messed up in the evening
Get up and feel all alone in the meeting
Why do I Phil like the days are repeating
I think my hairline's receding
From all of the stress that I've not been relieving
I'm hard on myself when I've not been succeeding
Can I keep my mind from leaving
Guilt on my conscious I don't really mind it
Every other day I'll be feeling so mindless
Walk around my house and I'm feeling so lifeless
Why does everything have to feel like this
Do you want me to cry no more
I've been leaving my tears on the floor
Do you want me to try? Well it's
Too late I can't feel anymore
Do you want me to cry no more
I've been leaving my tears on the floor
Do you want me to try? Well it's
Too late I can't feel anymore