Can't Believe My Eyes

I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
Guess I got all caught up in your lies
You had me mesmerized
I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
Guess I got all caught up in your lies
You had me mesmerized
All started one day when this bombshell just dropped in
Didn't know it was coming cuz I was locked up with these toxins
Think about the ways I could've done something and stopped it
But shit hurt so bad wish my feelings took naproxen
When you told me 'bout the hours that you spent up in his bed
I wondered why you adamantly said that he was just a friend
I put him on a mental list of guys I wanted dead
But we met and got along and that was fucking with my head
Cuz you told me afterwords what really went down
Waited 'til I met him so I wouldn't end our
Whatever you call it and you wanna makes amends now
Guess I'm already stuck so there's nothing to pretend bout
I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
Maybe I got caught up in your lies
You had me mesmerized
I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
Maybe I got caught up in your lies
You had me mesmerized
I don't believe what you're saying that shit ain't the Gospel
The game old as fossils
That way that we're living got me feeling hostile
And now we're both hitting the bottle
The cups on the throttle
You treating me like an apostle
I don't wanna follow
The trail of your lies that is growing colossal
Cuz I used to eat them all up like falafel
That shit felt awful
Try to say that you meant well
But I was always walking on eggshells
Bringing up your friends was a death knell
But I kept coming back like there's meth dealt
You so cold but I get hell
Lying's where you excel
Shit don't add up when I inhale
Then smell him on your pillow did your bed tell
Never knew what I'd find out
You always had me guessing
When I tried to take a night out
You would always have me stressing
Gave it all my best shot
But I never learned my lesson
So I'm hoping that your next shot's
From a fucking Smith and Wesson
I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
Why did I get caught up in your lies
You had me mesmerized
I just can't believe my fucking eyes
How did this shit catch me by surprise
Why did I get caught up in your lies
You had me terrorized