Dislocated

Apologies for my ups and downs
Maybe I'm lucky
So what? Never mind
I'll shut my mouth
The morning is coming and
I'm booked on the cheapest seat
Back of plane across the sea
It's all I know
Home is far away from me
I'll be getting used to being on my own

If you look in my eyes
Who knows what you'll find?
I'm so dislocated
Oh, it's pulling me tight
I'm breaking inside
It's so dedicated
Now I'm aching but I know the pain that I'm feeling
Is making me better
If you look in my eyes
Who knows who you'll find?
'Cause you never met her

And I'm so dislocated
No more hotels and pavements

If I cry
Don't be surprised
Obviously change is too much
Wasting time
Me and this life
Surrounded by strangers
I lock away my honesty
Find it hard to fall asleep
All night long
Full of what I want to say
You could call it modesty
But you're wrong

If you look in my eyes
Who knows what you'll find?
I'm so dislocated
Oh, it's pulling me tight
I'm breaking inside
It's so dedicated
Now I'm aching but I know the pain that I'm feeling
Is making me better
If you look in my eyes
Who knows who you'll find?
'Cause you never met her

Now I'm aching but I know the pain that I'm feeling
Is making me better
If you look in my eyes
Who knows who you'll find?
'Cause you never met her

And I'm so dislocated
I'm so dislocated