Closed In Walls

[Verse 1:]
Tired of writing down shit when I'm just feeling broken
And I'm not feeling devoted
I'm not in the right mindset
Haven't figured out if I gave up yet
I'm not really focused
I'm losing myself in the moment
No one's around to even notice
And no, I'm no poet
But it's not my fault for leaving you in the open
I'm just now knowing

[Chorus:]
I'm damaged
And I'm changing
Baby I'm trying to manage
I'm not like everyone else 'cause my heart only comes in a small package
I'm always hurting but you can't just leave a bandage
This life is too hard to try and give my all
You know you can't help me in these closed in walls
Walls, walls, my walls are too high
Nothing would change if you dropped by
I'm used to telling you I'm fine
I get away, away with my lies (Away, away)

[Verse 2:]
Handling myself to see if I can take the pressure
I don't need you, and I don't need a lecture
There ain't nothing or nobody to sever
Wish I could tell you things are better (Yeah, eh)
I'll just be sitting here writing my letter

[Chorus:]
I'm damaged
And I'm changing
Baby I'm trying to manage
I'm not like everyone else 'cause my heart only comes in a small package
I'm always hurting but you can't just leave a bandage
This life is too hard to try and give my all
You know you can't help me in these closed in walls
Walls, walls, my walls are too high
Nothing would change if you dropped by
I'm used to telling you I'm fine
I get away, away with my lies

[Bridge:]
These walls are built for a reason (Reason)
To keep in my feelings, on what I'm feeling (Feeling)

[Refrain:]
I'm used to telling you lies
Oh, baby I just feed you lies
I get away, away with these lies

[Outro:]
This life is too hard to try and give my all
You know you can't help me in these closed in walls
Walls, walls, my walls are too high
Nothing would change if you dropped by