Misery Fantasy

[Intro]
She could've had the chance
To bring it all back
The things she loved and had
She wished they would have last

[Verse 1]
Screaming, screaming
All the thoughts I want to voice
Crying, crying
Is it sweet or is it noise?
Wanting, wanting
Everything I ever dreamed
Can't pretend, in the end
A broken doll is all I am

Screaming, screaming
All the thoughts I want to voice
Crying, crying
Is it sweet or is it noise?
Wanting, wanting
Everything I ever dreamed
Can't pretend, In the end
A broken doll is all I am

[Verse 2]
How many times havе I looked back?
Regretting things in thе dark past
The inner voice keeps on haunting me
Will it leave me be? Is it part of me?
I'm hoping that tomorrow, I wouldn't be the same
To no surprise, I still feel my mind in disarray
Here I am thinking if this is how I'm meant to be
All this misery feels like ecstasy
The memories I held dear, they've become hazy
All of the faces I knew, where are they lately?
Can't help but feel like I'm losing all my sanity
Living endlessly in this

[Build]
Misery Fantasy
Endlessly
Come with me
Misery Fantasy

[Drop]
Misery Fantasy
Misery
Misery

[Bridge]
She wonders if she is really alive
Or if her soul & ego died long ago
Leaving an empty shell
Of her former self
For eons she pondered
What has led her to such an unfortunate fate
This face, this body
She’s grown to hate
But it is all she has left
In this cold, bleak, world

[Verse 3]
Falling down, falling down
Broken pieces on the ground
Bleeding here, bleeding there
All these pieces I hold dear
Painfully, painfully
Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
Gratefully, hopefully
This is what I really need
Falling down, falling down

Broken pieces on the ground
Bleeding here, bleeding there
All these pieces I hold dear
Painfully, painfully
Stitch my wounds and bring me peace
Gratefully, hopefully
This is what I really need

[Bridge]
Picking up
My shattered pieces
No longer can I deny, they’re a part of me
This emptiness makes it hard to breathe
I can’t live in misery
I don’t want to feel this way, please
Oh please, oh, let me free

[Drop]
Please let me be, please let me be free