Scream Until You're Coughing Up Blood

Everything,
You got to hold on to
Everything.
?
The gallows of your heart
?
And where are your friends?
Please help me through these years ahead.
Are we just drinking buddies
Playing with each other's dearest vulnerability?
That this is all we know?
So this is how it's gonna stay?
I think I
Would rather remember
How it was and go our separate ways.
I don't feel anything
Unless we are living and dying for each other
Every second of our lives.

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