Maybe

From my first paycheck down at nuworld
I was working night shifts like a new born
Never had a day care for my neurone
Sleeping on the wheel swerving like a u turn
You been holding me down like a weavon
Boy they hope they get me now with that weapon
Only if they know they don't got no fashion
I just pull up into town like a fast one
I've been saved since '09 this ain't week one
Not today when I sleep leave a light on
I've been stabbed in the back with a knife turn
You're the only one I gonna put my life on
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I'm like Jon
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I'm like Jon
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Boy see I don't sprint but I still run track
If life was a maize, I will still corn back
Might be on this track but I still don't trap
People graduate but they still held back
I be taking chances like I had a cap
Some of them work out but see threes a crowd
I think more about my failures than I see the clout
I just wanted better for you, now you think I'm proud
Maybe I should be grateful I can call a cab
But Maybe I want more than my freedom now
I know all these strongholds are for casting downs
But how come I see them driving through downtown
I've been saved since '09 this ain't week one
Not today when I sleep leave a light on
I've been stabbed in the back with a knife turn
You're the only one I gonna put my life on
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I'm like Jon
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I'm like Jon
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe I’ve been hiding from the lord like a tenant
Made it up, every single word I’ve been selling
Maybe I can feel you in my bones like a tendon
Maybe I’ve been ten toes down that’s uncertain
Maybe I’m too sure about success, that I’m failing
Lately when I look into the mirror see it fading
Many are the trials of the righteous so I'm fini
Ask you why try out never ever seem to finish
Maybe I should have my doubts, helps in conversations
Plus I watch you flipping all my fears, that’s conversions
Pour in me, every word of faith, that’s connection
Made uncomfortable for comfort that’s the truth of contention
I've been saved since '09 this ain't week one
Not today when I sleep leave a light on
I've been stabbed in the back with a knife turn
You're the only one I gonna put my life on
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I'm like Jon
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I don't know
Maybe I'm like Jon
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay
Maybe that's okay