Stardive

Sometimes I am fueled by envy
Then I am touched by fear, I let it consume me
I can't speak for you, but I know you can be the same way
Yes, you, you listening. you're battling every day
If I am just a stranger
Then how can I be so accurate with your brainwaves
You're looking into the mirror
Hoping to see a more recognizable face

I'm awake but I don't feel alive
These straps, they ache
Not ready to Stardive

Sometimes I just scroll through my camera roll
Desperate to prove that I am of good use
I can't speak for you, but I know that you do the same thing
Yes, you, you listening pouring salt on the aching sting
If you are not my brother
Then why does my soul ache whenever I witness your pain
Humanity's like no other
A sister, a friend, I'm telling you it's all the same

I'm awake but I don't feel alive
These straps, they ache
Not ready to Stardive
I'm awake but I don't feel alive
These straps, they ache
Not ready to Stardive

Lately I've been fine trusting in the Divine
Gave the wheel up to my Lord, and my truth will align

It's amazing how we all
Choose appearances, building a wall
No, this car it's really a gold mine
But it's collecting dust on the inside
It's a fall, it's an act
Keeping your image in tact
When you're really descending a harness
You are digging your grave into darkness
Won't you please find release
Seek beauty in what you don't see
There's a world accepting the broken
Where all of our hearts are remolten
You're enough you're enough
I'm telling you are enough
Your soul is a product of greatness
You're no longer a slave to successes

I'm awake, so glad to be alive
These straps, I break
I'm ready to Stardive
I'm awake, so glad to be alive
These straps, I break
I'm ready to Stardive