​thirteen

(There's no self!)
There's no perfect answer
(There's no light!)
There is only the cold
(There's no other way!)
(There is something missing in my mind!)
Obsession with the soul

(There is nothing here inside me!)
(There is only what I left behind!)
(I am hollow!)

I used to burn at the sight of you
A cinder crumbling in your gaze
But then I greyed and scattered
Years of living with what didn't change
It's all I can do
To force the air out of my throat and into shapes
Drawn in the sand of what I know
To ensure it doesn't fade

(There is nothing here inside me!)
(There is only what I left behind!)
(I am hollow!)

I want this feeling to die
I want out of here
Belief in safety is lost
And there is only fear

I want this feeling to die
I want out of here
Belief in safety is lost
And there is only fear

I want I I I want I want
There is only fear
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Belief in safety is lost lost lost
Belief (lost) in (lost) safety is lost (lost) (lost)
And there is only fear

(I was just a child but I remember what you did to me!)
(I was just a child but I remember what you did to me!)
(I was just a child but I remember what you did to me!)
(I was just a child but I remember what you did to me!)