Suicide

Does death hurt?
What's my mom to do with all this blood on my shirt?
Not a sad guy and I noticed my worth
But life seemed better if I was in a hearse
Do I draw blood or pop a dozen of perks
Don't really care just as long as it works
If voices had mass than my noggin would burst
This was prolly destined since the day I was birthed
Should I tell friends or my family first
Hope they don't revive cuz my mama's a nurse
Wonder how it felt when my nigga got murked
It's crazy how things go from better to worse
Prolly don't know that this my last verse