The Ledge Pt. 1

(I'm gonna be honest, that day was pretty good, actually...)
(I don't really know what came over me, I feel bad about it, still...)

[verse]
I know that I'm fine
Cute boy just came over, had the time of my life
Wish that things could stay this way
Hold on to the feeling
But I can feel it slipping
And I think my head is ringing

[interlude]
Now...
What do i do now?

[Chorus]
So my mind goes to the ledge
Think a guy jumped off a couple months ago
Maybe I could check out the edge
No, god, no, gotta get out my head
I'm alright, although I think I'd be better off dead

[verse]
7-11 shift
Don't talk to no one, no more
Letting these thoughts just cloud my mind
Cause they've been herе before
This is nothing new, but its an idеa I want
I need to die, I gotta justify, with the lies that will taunt me

[interlude]
For the night...
That I...

[Chorus]
Planned to go and take a stroll down to the ledge
Think a guy jumped off a couple months ago
Maybe I could check out the edge
No, god, no, gotta get out my head
Im alright, although i think id be better off dead
Tonight I think I'd be better off dead
Tonight, I...
I'd be better off dead!

(Bass Solo)

[bridge]
Convince myself to die, with lies invented in my head
I know I'll never be happy in this body
It fills me up with dread
I know the worlds against me
Hating trans people is a common thing
And when I cried to them, my parents didn't listen
So I probably deserve everything!

(Guitar Solo)

(so I go, send a message to the chat... scrawl a note to my parents... put it on the counter... open the garage door, close the garage door... and head towards the edge... the ledge, the ledge...)