I wish i was the one who sent you to jail

Nails down my back like a chalkboard
I am the only one who can call your bluff
Your tongue leaves a trail like a slug
I am paralyzed
I am not enough

Placate your hands with a faint whisper
I am begging you
I am begging you
Grip so tight I can feel my fingers blister
This is all my fault
This is all my fault

And I don't wanna die
It's just a thing I say sometimes
It's just a thing I say sometimes

And I don't feel alive
Don't feel like I'm falling
Feel like I'm shoved
This can't be love
This can't be