Panic Harder

I'm a mummy in a blanket, wrapped up tight
Another waking nightmare, hand me a knife
I'll feel it again but can't identify
Dissociate my stillborn life
Jump, snap, awake, fuck, breathe, blink, blank, stuck
Worried about worrying, I'm coming undone
Blame, hate, pain, stunned, friends made, lost, shunned
Eat, pills, puke, cut, another day I've fucked up
Panics grip, breathtaking, panics grip never breaking
Dream state, awake, fake, panic harder, no escaping
They can't see the wounds that are inside of me
Pick and pull the scabs of the sores all over me
I'm too damn tired to face the fucking remedy
It never heals, septic, In my bloodstream
Eat, pills, puke, cut, another day I fucked up
Twitch, attack, awake, fuck, breathe, shrink, shame, stuck
Tremble, pins and needles, think I'm gonna throw up
Cancer in my brain, my chest burning, I'm not the crazy one
Panics grip, breathtaking, panics grip never breaking
Dream state, awake, fake, panic harder, no escaping
I'm not crazy, it's so tough, you're not crazy, life is rough, were not crazy, life is love
Work, home, sleep, worry, cockroach, light, scurry
Hide, shame, insane, feel, blank, fog, blind fury
Peace, war, love, filth, dissociate, shoot, kill
Eat, pills, puke, cut, another day I fucked up
Panics grip, breathtaking, panics grip never breaking
Dream state, awake, fake, panic harder, no escaping