​pressure

[Verse]
Fake friends, family, they're all the same
Dealing with so much stress, pressure
Can't think straight, I'm overwhelmed
Can't eradicate all these stressors
People say "Calm down, you'll be fine"
How, how can I? There are distractions wasting my time
Life's not great, sublime
Is mine getting worse? Please, show me a sign (Show me a sign)
My life is so broken, torn, demolished
Want me to be appalled, astonished?
How can I trust you? Everyone's been dishonest
Pressured to live in everyone's shadow
Full of dishonesty, unloyalty, carelessness
Calm down? Having panic attacks, left, right
Distractions, still in sight
How can I get them out my mind?
Need to live better, new commendations
Can't figure out how, it's too frustrating
Done being patient, lost all patience
Lost all patience, staggering
Moving with caution, stagnant
Pressured, bound to break, just a fragment
Why does everyone have to be so adamant?
My life's unbalanced, I have no leverage
Many advantages, disadvantages occur in life
Some are harder than others, need to sacrifice
All I can receive is terrible advice
Every day, I been exiled by people close to me
Every time I'm near, they get rebellious, frightened
Frightening, senses always get heightened
I'm waiting for some enlightenment
How can I live my life when I feel like I'm drowning?
This pressure's too deep to really explain
For you to know, you'd have to experience it
This isn't a game, this is a real problem
I need someone to help me solve them
There's no reasons, solutions
Everything, everything's so inconclusive
Happiness? That's how life is draining
Apparently, I lack advantages, why?
Is it because I feel so displaced?
Now I live in darkness
Lost all stamina, my life's depleting, any reasons?
I'm not succeeding, is it because of—?
P-R-E-S-S-U-R-E, stop glancing at me
Been living behind a mask in secrecy
Can't reveal myself to society
This pressure from life has me crying on the floor
All I want is for someone to unlock the door
To the other side of me, this time
It's not really clear how to handle this crime
Locked inside a cage, suffering, with no help
Not sure who I was protecting (Was it me or was it you?)
Haters out here coming up with fake news
Really, you don't even have a clue
How to handle your own insecurities
Putting other people down so enthusiastically
What to do, what to feel, all we have is ourselves
This whole world's a mess
Nobody's impressed
This pressure's killing us
We put others down when we need to learn trust
We all have our insecurities to blame, it's a shame
I think it's time we put aside this pain
We need to do something fast before it takes over
What has this world come to?
At some point, we need closure
Tired of negativity, too much exposure
I'll say it again, pressuring is our downfall
This pressure's making me feel like nothing at all
Dependence on who? There's nobody
Life's depleting
Depleting my emotional, mental health
There's a problem, can't save myself
Am I bipolar? Acting polar to everyone but myself
Still have no guidance, can't locate help
Pressure changed my life, constant stress
Feeling fake, inanimate, not a fan of it
Unanimous? Nah, always arguing
I should just leave, not let it bother me