Hegemonic Dependencies

Once I reached my destination
It seemed invariably wrong
Distractions along the way
Time wasted is now gone
Once it’s all figured out
The problem has since grown

I need more
It takes more
More than it ever did before
To feel like I want to
To get back where I need to
To follow this chosen road
And not wish I was gone
It takes more
And all of these decisions
Turned out wrong only once made
Crazy how far I’ve fallen
Before I’m even awakе
Every small transgression
Leavеs destruction while it breaks

I need more
It takes more
More than it ever did before
To feel like I want to
To get back where I need to
To follow this chosen road
And not wish I was gone
It takes more

Seems like everything is finished
Before I get the chance to start
For every single failure
It seems I played a part
Allowing infiltrations
Because I let down my guard

I need more
It takes more
More than it ever did before
To feel like I want to
To get back where I need to
To follow this chosen road
And not wish I was gone
It takes more

I need more, in the end, I’d do it all again
Though I can’t win, I’d do it all again
It’s wrong, but then, I’d do it all again
Caught in a tailspin, I’d do it all again
In the end, I’d do it all again
Though I can’t win, I’d do it all again
It’s wrong, but then, I’d do it all again
Caught in a tailspin
Now I’ll begin to do it all again
Do it all again
Now I’ll begin to do it all again
Do it all again