수상소감 (Acceptance Speech)

[에픽하이 "수상소감" ft. B.I 가사]

[Verse 1: Mithra Jin]
내게 거리감 느꼈다면 넘지 마
상처받은 만큼 선을 그은 거니까
난 더 이상 속지 않아
미소 뒤에 숨겨놓은 칼날에 피투성이 되어버린 나니까
수도 없이 봤지, 앞과 뒤가 다른 모습
가족 같은 이들이 남이 되어 가는 것을
결국 내 값어치에 따라
지들 멋대로 샀던 마음을 상처로 되팔아
준 적 없는 권리 내세우며
당연하듯 요구하는 자신들의 편의
백번 이해해도 결국 단 한 번 거절이
손가락질 받으니 어쩔 수 없이 벽을 쌓는 거지
갈수록 차가워지는 내 마음보다 아픈 건
하나둘 떠나고 눈앞에 사라지는데
아무렇지도 않아, 차라리 속 편해
이게 진짜 내 모습이었나 봐

[Pre-Chorus: B.I & Tablo]
먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니 날 닮은 것 같아, uh-huh
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까, uh-huh
I did it for you

[Chorus: Mithra Jin]
내 말이 들린다면 고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는 혼잣말도 지치니까, yeah
내게 손가락질 대신 손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는 갈 길이 바쁘니까

[Verse 2: Tablo]
나도 내가 걱정돼
아침마다 거울 앞에 서서
힘겹게 짓는 이 가면 같은 poker face
17년째 이 바닥 생활하다 잠시 들춰보니
원래 얼굴이 더 낯설어 못 벗겨내
다들 겁을 내, 감정 없는 나를
이런 나를 만든 가해자가 바로 너넨데
단물 빨아먹고 날 버린 거머리들
내 모든 샘에 빨대 꽂은 놈들이
내가 피도 눈물도 없대
Damn right, 다들 꽁꽁 싸맨 apathy
It's a cold world, 나만 벌거벗고 산 거지
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me can only make me bleed
거울에 입김을 불며
뿌연 내 얼굴을 보며 깨달은 게 있어
Maybe God and the Devil
이 둘은 적이 아닌 그저 한 존재의 이중인격 (What)

[Break: Tablo]
No need to cry, no need to fear
What doesn't kill me only makes me
No need to cry, no need to fear
When your sky's falling down, I'll be here
(I am here)

[Pre-Chorus: B.I & Tablo]
먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니 날 닮은 것 같아, uh-huh
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까, uh-huh
I did it for you

[Chorus: Mithra Jin]
내 말이 들린다면 고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는 혼잣말도 지치니까, yeah
내게 손가락질 대신 손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는 갈 길이 바쁘니까

[Bridge: B.I & Tablo]
I'm comin' home
도와줄 거 아니면 let me go
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어
The show goes on, and on and on
I'm comin' home
도와줄 거 아니면 let me go
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어
The show goes on, and on and on

[Outro: B.I]
Done

[Verse 1: Mithra Jin]
If you feel distant from me, don't go over it
Because I drew many lines as I hurt
I'm not being fooled anymore
Because I'm covered in blood with the blade hidden behind my smile
I've seen it countless times, people that are different in front and behind you
How people that are like family become something else
In the end, according to my worth
They claim their own convenience, claiming the rights they had never bought back with wounds
Even if I understand it a hundred times, the one time I end up rejecting it
I get criticized, I have no choice but to build a wall
What hurts more than my heart that keeps getting colder
Is that it doesn't hurt when they leave one by one and disappear in front of me
It actually feels comfortable
Maybe this is who I really am

[Pre-Chorus: B.I & Tablo]
The dark clouds are still clouds
When I think about it, they look like me, uh-huh
A bitter smile is still a smile
Because I live in a world where there's nothing to laugh about, uh-huh
I did it for you

[Chorus: Mithra Jin]
If you can hear me, nod your head
Because I'm tired of talking to myself in the air, yeah
Instead of pointing your finger at me, wave your hand
Because there's a long way to go to stop walking

[Verse 2: Tablo]
I'm worried about myself too
Standing in front of the mirror every morning
This hard-working mask that hides a poker face
After 17 years of living on this floor, I realized that my original face is more unfamiliar
Everyone is scared, I'm emotionless
You are the perpetrator who made me like this
Leeches who sucked my sweet water and threw me away
The guys with straws in all of my fountains saying I have no blood or tears
Damn right, all wrapped up in apathy
It's a cold world, I'm the only one stripped off
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn't kill me can only make me bleed
Breathing in the mirror
I realized something when I saw my hazy face
Maybe God and the Devil
These two aren't enemies, but the dual personality of one being

[Pre-Chorus: B.I & Tablo]
The dark clouds are still clouds
When I think about it, they look like me, uh-huh
A bitter smile is still a smile
Because I live in a world where there's nothing to laugh about, uh-huh
I did it for you

[Chorus: Mithra Jin]
If you can hear me, nod your head
Because I'm tired of talking to myself in the air, yeah
Instead of pointing your finger at me, wave your hand
Because there's a long way to go to stop walking

[Bridge: B.I & Tablo]
I'm comin' home
If you won't help me, let me go
Put your hands up in the air
The show goes on and on and on
I'm comin' home
If you won't help me, let me go
Put your hands up in the air
The show goes on and on and on

[Outro: B.I]
Done