Catharsis

[Verse 1]
I dont need you to know who i am
To know where i came from
You were wrong i was right
Never you spent time to fight
For what was wrong or what was right
I dont need you to tell me who to be
I can think for myself
I have my own life and you have yours
Lets split apart and keep on going on

[Verse 2]
Death’s hand and satan is reaching
The only hand for me to hold
I can't feel anymore of what im feeling
A noose’s blueprint i know too well
A melancholy tower in my mind
That is chained and locked up
With no way out of my mind
I dont know who to stand behind

[Chorus]
There’s so much of words
But too little of actions
My thank you to you is a catharsis

[Verse 3
Should i take my life?
Give me some reasons that i shouldn't
Will i be remembered?
Did i make an impact in some way or another?
Did i accomplish what i wanted?
What would happen if my answer would be suicide?

[Verse 3]
I am in control
I am not in control
I am a danger for myself and others
You made me who i am
So thanks to my mother
For giving me my good sides
I dont want to lose my sanity
All i ever wanted was to be healthy