Crying Freestyle

[verse 1]
I been playing with my heartbeat
Hoping I don't wake again
I’m filleting all my raw meat, all I do is create sin
I been swimming where the sharks be
Praying they'll eat me again
I am running out of time please don't leave me here

[verse 2]
I need help and bitch I know it
But it’s hard to speak it out
I been dropping more than hints go searching all up through my sounds
This is real so please just tell me
That you know what I'm about
I been talking to a mirror
Screaming out all my doubts

[verse 3]
All my Niggas do not love me
Not a fact, that's how i feel
If you gonna double cross me
Then you lose all your appeal
It's a shock to you I'm walking cause you took off all my wheels
In the graveyard I'll bе stomping in your tomb
Like “how that feel?”

[verse 4]
I talk to mama, she don't think I see I disappoint
Im less a bothеr to her life when she light up her joint
I feel like somewhere I fucked up way back in Central Point
(Yeah) maybe I can fix it I ain't gotten to that point

[verse 5]
KILLMESLOWLYMOTHERFUCK-
Eternal anger at myself
W-H-4-T | I-S | T-H-3 | P-O-I-N-T
Is just a tune to tune away out all my doubts
Distorted, Dead and lie Abandoned
How I’m gonna get me out
Of this oasis and this stasis
Life is pretty but it’s hell