Love Letter Far From Lovely

I think that you deserve a little better
It just ain't gonna be from me
So I wrote you a little love letter
But it's far from lovely
Just passed 1 o'clock
Are you still coming over?
I know we need to stop
Always end up crying on my shoulder
Why do we always have to end up like this every time
Why do you always have to tend to linger on my mind
Back to the start, before you really even knew me
You will never have my heart, you will never see through me
I have always wanted just to love somebody else
Before I do that I need to learn to love myself
Don't cry no baby don't cry
Gon' light it up baby get high
Take a long trip gon' take a long drive, I won't be here when you arrive
That's right I'm gone, gone
Don't call my phone
Leave me alone, lone
I'm on my own
Ran a nice race but the run is done
Kept a nice pace wasn't good enough
Hearts gone break when a heart don't make the effort it takes to stay in love
Sorry that I had to this didn't want to put you through all of the bullshit
Sorry I'm not the one and I can't love you to the fullest
I think that you deserve a little better
It just ain't gonna be from me
So I wrote you a little love letter
But it's far from lovely
One day I'll mature and I will believe in commitment
But now I'm just sipping and not listening to the bitching
Don't cry no baby don't cry
Gon' light it up baby get high
Take a long trip gon' take a long drive I won't be here when you arrive
That's right I'm gone, gone
Don't call my phone
Leave me alone, lone
I'm on my own
I think that you deserve a little better
It just ain't gonna be from me
So I wrote you a little love letter
But it's far from lovely