Nauseous

I been exhausted
Pills to the face
Got me nauseous
Every time I look back at my life
I see options
Wondering what could've happened
If I didn't choose this
I know that I got one shot
You know I won't lose it

Stacking the money
I'm getting the green now
They like that I'm popping
They liking on me now
Like how could I be this
I was down then
But I was just scheming
Got the ice
I feel like I been skiing
With the flow I been parting the sea
Thinking about how I was stressed out
Look at me, yeah I'm dressed now
Going straight for the goals
My music timeless
Yeah it never get old
My life is a storm
I'm just expecting the bolt
Waiting for the opportunity
To really show my potential

I been making music all my damn life
I got many goals
I been striving to
If you even try to bring me down
Ima have to shoot him like
One, two

I been exhausted
Pills to the face
Got me nauseous
Every time I look back at my life
I see options
Wondering what could've happened
If I didn't choose this
I know that I got one shot
You know I won't lose it

But now, there's
No going down, down
I know it's my time, time, time
I'll leave behind
All of the reasons
I wanted to die

LLJ he's the reason I'm okay
I remember listening to his music
Up until the day
I heard the tragic news
It's been really sad without you, woah
But you put me on the pedestal

I won't let it go to waste
Haters get up out my face
My life has been too chaotic
My life is death race
It's been getting hard to keep up
Lately I been losing pace
It's been hard to keep myself
I'm not okay

Big respects to the ones that have fallen
Really need your advice now
Can you hear me calling
I've been feeling lost so long
And it's getting to me
Everything that they did wrong
Impacting me heavily

I been exhausted
Pills to the face
Got me nauseous
Every time I look back at my life
I see options
Wondering what could've happened
If I didn't choose this
I know that I got one shot
You know I won't lose it

Stacking the money
I'm getting the green now
They like that I'm popping
They liking on me now
Like how could I be this
I was down then
But I was just scheming
Got the ice
I feel like I been skiing
With the flow I been parting the sea
Thinking about how I was stressed out
Look at me, yeah I'm dressed now
Going straight for the goals
My music timeless
Yeah it never get old
My life is a storm
I'm just expecting the bolt
Waiting for the opportunity
To really show my potential

I been making music all my damn life
I got many goals
I been striving to
If you even try to bring me down
Ima have to shoot him like
One, two

I been exhausted
Pills to the face
Got me nauseous
Every time I look back at my life
I see options
Wondering what could've happened
If I didn't choose this
I know that I got one shot
You know I won't lose it