Jisatsu No Uta

haa shinitai
kubi wo tsutte shinitai
kurushii sekai ni sayounara
kitto shiawase ni naru yo
aa shinou
donna toko de shinou?
dare ni mo meiwaku kakenai
fui ni namida ga koboreta
kitai sareru koto ga tsurai da toka
sonna koto ja nakute
jibun wo mitomerarenai jibun ga
yurusenakute

haa, nande
nande boku wa ikiru?
tanoshii koto nante hitotsu mo
sagashite mo mitsukaranai
aa iya da
nanimo kamo ga iya da
rikai sarenakute mo ii no
zutto hitori nanda kara
aisaretai toka aishitai toka
sonna koto ja nakute
jibun ga daikirai na jibun ga
kanashisugite

shinu no wa itai kana
kirei ni shineru kana
kamisama onegai
douka tasukete

boku wa boku wo
suki ni naritai
kantan janai kedo
dou shiyou mo nai kokoro no kiri wo
harashitakute

hontou wa shinitai ja nakute
tada ni shangau dake de
wo no ga
yamerarenai
Demo shinitai to omou no wa yame rarenai

haa mou neyou