Silver & Stained

I march in the room I weigh out the bar
A bottle of booze it burns like cigars
The powder of love I doused on my nose
He’s playing the show tonight I think they’re talkin to you

I never wanted the fortune
I just wanted to be in the moment
I think everyone's fucking bogus
I sold my soul for a lonely bonus

A decibel won’t reach to you
Like I used to comfort you
We’re far away above the stems
But the lights keep us astray

I miss you but I’m with the broken
I love you but I chose darkness now
I think about every moment
To return is an empty promise now for you

My friend who’s scared to change into
Another vessel but I knew
The cost of it all the curse isn’t small
So I do deeds till I do em' all