All i carry is misery, so don’t ask to hang out with me

Is it sickening?
Ooo, are you sick of me?
I know I should just stop
Listening to me, me
But it's conditioning
Instinctively
I'm just one to think
You're not, you're not
You're not into me
You're not into me

I'm scarred
But I don't wanna make this
I don't wanna see you go
But I'm just, I'm just
I'm just passing by
But I still wanna try
You couldn't help me
I will only help myself

I'm shivering
Hold me, I'm shivering
I feel so weak
My blood is thickening
Are you with me? (me)
I don't wanna speak
For you, you'll think that
I'm a freak, is it?
Is it bearable? (bearable)
And not as terrible
As I've been
I get lost easily
It's not your fault
I carry misery
I blamed the last onе
But it's all on me
It's all on me (on me)

I'm scarrеd
But I don't wanna make this
I don't wanna see you go
But I'm just, I'm just
I'm just passing by
But I still wanna try
You couldn't help me
I will only help myself
I'm scarred
But I don't wanna make this
I don't wanna see you go
But I'm just, I'm just
I'm just passing by
But I still wanna try
You couldn't help me
I will only help myself