Monster

Painted a picture
I wanted to make sure that
Everything's perfect the trouble is worth it I
I almost believed it, I blinded myself with lies
And now it's so obvious that you never wanted us

And all this time I have tried
To make sure that you're doing fine

So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster?
You made me believe that I didn't want you
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster

Years down the line everything will be fine I know (mhm, mhm)
Maybe we'll laugh and pretend that nothing happened oh (mhm, mhm)
But I'd lie if I said I don't think of you all the time (mhm, mhm)
But steady and slowly a little less lonely now (mhm, mhm)

And all this time I have tried
To make sure you're doing fine

So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster? (Ah-ah-ah)
Yeah, you made me believe that I didn't want you (ah-ah-ah)
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster

(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I was a monster
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
(Ah-ah-ah)

So why'd you make me feel like I was a monster?
Yeah, you made me believe that I didn't want you (ah-ah-ah)
But I never tried to shut you down
Now didn't I tell you that I did, I did it all for you?
Still made me feel like I was a monster
I was a monster