months

I'm so lost on what I should be doing for myself these days
I'm trying to advance in life but somethings always stopping me
'Cause there's a few things that are pulling me back
Couple people couple haters but I know I'm on track for greatness
I'll make this song to manifest it
I mean all the word that I write up on these pages
But why can I not find any of the words to express this?
You should read about these lyrics 'cause these bars all have a purpose
I do all of this just live life in peace
Make P's and write songs that relive me of my leash
That's chained around my neck because I feel like I'm trapped in the darkness
And I'm unsure about the chapters ahead
There's always a voice that I can hear even when I give in and forget
Let me wake up to get that life I've always wanted
It's way closer then I think and I know that I'm meant for great things
But it's only just a couple more steps of this
I can't stop now
I know I fell so far from where I was before but I've had enough now
And fuck all of these depressive thoughts
That have been controlling my feelings for the past couple months now
And I know I should not be giving any energy to that
From this moment on I'm only making steps that will be taking me closer
Towards the goals that I've got in mind and I can't stop anymore until I've got that